Whats happening

So it's the weekend again, how did that happen and where does time go?
As always I am not doing much but thinking about things I wish I could do...my sisters are out shopping again and I am stuck in bed!! Why because I am still recovering from severe pancreatitis and after spending the whole of August in hospital I am now at home and thinking when will I feel better!!
It feels like I have been ill forever and in a way it has been a very very long time, you see this is not my first time in hospital with pancreatitis it's my third! And before that it was all the other times I was going to hospital and they didn't know what was wrong with me, so yes it's been a long time and there seems no end in sight.
Being ill for such long periods of time makes my life seem so much harder and any choices I make difficult, so I find great relief from helping others where I can (from my bed) and making choices for them, it makes me feel involved in everyday life which stops me going insane!!
So for now it's off to do some helping. :-)