Sunday 3 October 2010

Sunday

After a bad night I wake up and look outside(I do this without thinking as I am very nosey) the weather is so depressing I mean I know it's october and it's autumn now, but it's just so miserable and grey!!
So I am sat in bed thinking about what to do today, I don't have many options as I am quite ill so going out is a great big no no! So do I read my book (my last one until my sister goes to the library for me), do I watch a film or the tv, do I browse the internet looking for clothes to add to my new winter wardrobe...!
Well theres no contest really, it's clothes all the way, I love shopping and looking for that next big fashion item, I can waste hours doing this, I then pass on my knowledge to anyone around me, my mum, my 2 sisters who live at home with me, my sister and her husband and there 3 lovely children, theres just no stopping me once I get started!! I think I have an eye for fashion and everything that fashion invoves, bags, shoes, coats, anything really, so now I have decided what I am doing it's off to get a cup of tea and start browsing!!
I will update you with my finds.

Saturday 2 October 2010

everyday life...: Whats happening

everyday life...: Whats happening: "So it's the weekend again, how did that happen and where does time go? As always I am not doing much but thinking about things I wish I coul..."

Whats happening

So it's the weekend again, how did that happen and where does time go?
As always I am not doing much but thinking about things I wish I could do...my sisters are out shopping again and I am stuck in bed!! Why because I am still recovering from severe pancreatitis and after spending the whole of August in hospital I am now at home and thinking when will I feel better!!
It feels like I have been ill forever and in a way it has been a very very long time, you see this is not my first time in hospital with pancreatitis it's my third! And before that it was all the other times I was going to hospital and they didn't know what was wrong with me, so yes it's been a long time and there seems no end in sight.
Being ill for such long periods of time makes my life seem so much harder and any choices I make difficult, so I find great relief from helping others where I can (from my bed) and making choices for them, it makes me feel involved in everyday life which stops me going insane!!
So for now it's off to do some helping. :-)